Tonight is the last night of my two year summer vacation from school. No, I didn't inTEND to take two years off, but life happened and here I am...two years later, still one year shy of finishing my Bachelor's degree. I'm totally scared and super apprehensive about it. True, it's no University by typical standards, but it's not high school either. I've got a lot of hard work ahead of me [including my Senior Recital]. Pre-Austin, I would've laughed at all the work ahead of me. Now being a mom and wife, I've gotta figure out how to balance it all. I can't spend all day at school on myspace and facebook or in the practice room for hours trying to work on tricky tune. And on top of that, I'm still breastfeeding and have no plans to stop anytime soon. I've gotta figure out where and when to pump so that I can maintain my supply throughout the day.
For the first time, I won't have my girls!! *sniffle* What will I do with myself? What if no one likes me?
[btw: this bathroom where we took these pics has the BEST lighting. seriously]
we look so young!!!
and don't forget Susan!
I'm tellin ya! Friends like these are hard to find and impossible to duplicate. Oh well, right?
I've gotta get all my stuff together for myself and Austin. He's going to Aunt Katie's to hang with her and his girlfriend, Tay Tay! G'night y'all!!!
Kudos to you for not giving up on your education!!! I'm getting to take that plunge and head back to school myself. It is a scary process considering most of the people I started college with have graduated and moved on to different cities to work for some pretty awesome companies. So, I'm looking forward to finishing up my one semester for my fashion degree and going on for my masters in business.
ReplyDeleteGo head girl! I'm glad your finishing your schooling! i hope though that you do get to find that time for pumping.
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