30 Days Of Truth
{Day Twenty Two}
Something you wish you hadn't done in your life.
I have a hard time wishing that I hadn't done certain things. I really do think that the decisions I've made in my lifetime have made me into the person that I am today. I've had to persevere and deal with a lot, both good and bad. And that has shaped and molded me into one pretty awesome package. But if I *HAD* to... I probably would've been more selective with who I shared my body with.
Don't get me wrong, I love sex just as much as any guy does. Maybe even more at times. But I gave my stuff away fairly quickly with new guys. It wasn't that I was pressured. It was more that I never knew when I'd have sex again and since I liked it so much...WHY NOT?! I subscribe to the notion that a woman knows who she'll sleep with within five minutes of meeting them. And that has totally been true to my life. The problem was I gave in whenever the situation arose, rather than being selective and a little mysterious. The novelty of me ran out quickly.
I think I'd change it mostly so that each person was special and more meaningful, rather than just another notch on my belt. Ya know what I mean?
I hear ya loud and clear. We won't even discuss my college time at all
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